Feb 26, 2011

I love him

I love him
but he doesn't love me
i hate to be in this position
why can't we ever be

...he loves someone else
i feel all of the pain
i knew if i told him
we would never be the same

i get mixed signals
i get so confused
i knew if i asked him
he would definitely refuse

i wonder if i hadn't told him
none of this would be
all i want from him
is to open his eyes and see

he will never leave her
he loves her
i'm burning inside
i always suffer

i hope he knows
how i feel
my love for him
is so damn real
 
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
tujhe Bhoola DiyA

In my dreams

In my dreams my silent screams
They set me free and let me be
I sing myself lullaby's with lonely crys
Going Thur changes that only I see

...Please let me go my way let me stay
I give my love while you turn away
Theres nothing to do but think of you
I spend my day alone this way

Tomorrows dreams I'm alone it seems
Changes I see there not from me
I see my souls not free
Where did you go your love I don't know
 
 
 

"2 Ajnabi dost"
 LovE;s PAin

From the moment I met you,

From the moment I met you,
I knew it was true,
Because I couldn’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

...I couldn't believe it,
Something so wrong I knew,
Because I wouldn't stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

Now that I know your feelings,
That you feel the same way too,
Now I can’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

This feeling’s so wonderful,
Like a dream come true,
I refuse to stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
 bLaCk LiStEd

My eyes are my soul

My eyes are my soul, and my feelings too
And they burned bright, when they set upon you
My stomach sunk, and my heart rose
Why you?re so perfect, God only knows
Your beautiful brown eyes and breathtaking brown hair
...Captivated my gaze, so long as I stare
When your smile forms from ear to ear
My heart pumps faster and my death is near
But a muscle must work harder to keep up the pace
As my tongue works harder to keep up your taste
When your lips decide to part, my reality it steals
Inevitable to the end, just like strawberry fields
I want nothing more than to hold you close
And tell you how I love you the most
Whisper poems in your ear
And remind you that you have nothing to fear
If given a wish, my wish would say
"I wish for your wish to come true today"
 
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
 BhaiyA Gee Smile

I give you this ring

I give you this ring
as a promise to you
a promise that I'll be here
and I'll always be true

...I promise that I'll hold you
when your day isn't going right
and i will comfort you
through the long cold night

I promise that I'll make you smile
when you feel like dying
I promise that I'll be here
when you feel like crying

I promise that i will guide you
when the future isn't clear
i promise i will be there
to wipe away your every tear

i promise that no matter what
we will make it through
i give you this ring as a promise
A promise that I will always love you.
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
  ME & YOU

You said you loved me

You said you loved me.
I hoped it was true.
I realized it wasn't when you said we were through.
Why did you leave me?
What didn't I do right?
...I was here for you always,
Everday and every night.
I cried tears for you.
Tears I never cried before.
I stayed faithful and loved you.
But yet my heart you tore.
I gave up everything.
I let go of my past.
Why? Because I hoped and prayed or love would last.
Yet in the end it didn't and I don't know what to do.
I'm trying to get over it but i'm so lost without you.
Why did you leave me?
I've never been hurt so bad.
Why did you leave me?
Don't you realize you were all I had?
 
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
 wAntEd LArkA

I Miss You Everyday

♥♥ ...... ♥ ...... ♥♥
You Live So Far Away
You Are So Close To Me

I Miss You Everyday
...I Tell You All My Secrets

I Wish You Could Stay..
I Need You Now In My Life

I Know I Can't Get My Way
I Think Of You Every Night

My Feelings I Don't Need To Say
I Need You So Much

I'm Going Crazy Today
You Live So Far Away

You Are So Close To Me
I Miss You Everyday...
 
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
 trY tO ForgEt

I'm sick or you

I'm sick or you, I'm sick of me
I'm sick of what we'll never be
...again
I'm tired of feelings, I'm tired of pain
I'm tired of playing the same old games
......again
I'm sick of me, I'm sick of you
I'm sick of remembering all we've been through
I'm tired of problems with no solutions
I'm tired of stories with no conclusions.
-You used to be my reason to breath, love blinded all the lies
why couldn't I see whats underneath?
Why can't I live with good-byes?
I'm sick of hurt, I'm sick of pain
why should I live if there's nothing to gain?
I gave all I have to give,
I need you in my life to live
...again
 
 
"2 Ajnabi dost"
 trY tO fOrGeT