“Sorry”
raat jab us ne merii nazm sunii
sun ke kuchh der vo hairaan rahii
aur phir kahne lagii….
“tum to aise nahiiN likhte thai kabhi
ye suKhan-goii kahaaN se seekhii?
aise jazbaat kahaaN se laaye?
aur ehsaas kii shiddat itnii?”
meri aaNkhoN meiN ubharte Gham ko
us ne mehsoos kiyaa hi hogaa
aur rafaaqat ke voh beetay lamhe
jin ko shaayad voh bhulaa baiThii thii
ek saa’at ke liye
Ghaaliban yaad kiyaa hi hogaa
is se pehle k laraztii aavaaz
aur palkoN pe thiraktay aaNsoo
us pe ilzaam koii dhar detay
maiN ne nazroN ko bachaate hue haule se kahaa
“pehle aalam hi kahaaN thaa aisa”
us ne yak laKht jhukaa liiN aaNkheiN
aur phir sahme hue lahje meiN
keh ke “sorry” huii ruKhsat mujh se,,,
"2 Ajnabi dost"
gud byE
Bazahir aam lehjay main
Kaha tha main ne jab us se
"Badal lo raasta apna
Juda rahain yaheen ker lo
Hamaray chahnay na chahnay se
Kuch nahi hota
Yahi sach hai k hum do mukhtalif
Rasston ke raahi hai
To phir kion dil ki manain hum
Shuru main manti hoon main
Azziyat dil ko pohanchay gi
Magar phir waqt guzray ga
Sabhi zakhmon ko bhar de ga"
Meray is aam se lehjay pe wo
Ik pal ko chonka tha
Meri aankhon main aankhain daal kar
Hairat se poocha tha
"Ye sab jo keh rahi ho khud ko ye samjha bhi pao gi?"
Bohat hi jee kar'da kar k
Main us dam muskurayi thi
Bohat khud pe jabar kar ke
Main us se keh ye payi thi
"Meri tum fikr rehnay do
Sambhal jaoon gi main khud hi
Sabhi zakhmon ko see loon gi
Bhula kar sari batoon ko
Akaili bhi main jee loon gi"
Buhat hi be yaqeen aakhoon se
Us ne mujh ko dekha aur
Bina ik lafz bolay wo gaya or phir nahi aaya
Aur ab tark_e_taalluq ko
Agarche umar beeti hai
Magar is dil pe us ki zaat ka
Jo naqsh qaaim tha
Kabhi dhundla nahi hota
Mujhay mehsoos hota hai
Ke jaisay meray kanoon main
Wo apni bolti aankhoon se
Sargoshi si karta hai
"WOH SAB JO KEH RAHI THEEN
KHUD KO WOH SAMJHA BHI PAYI HO?"
"2 Ajnabi dost"
BheeeyA g SmilE
I love him
but he doesn't love me
i hate to be in this position
why can't we ever be
...he loves someone else
i feel all of the pain
i knew if i told him
we would never be the same
i get mixed signals
i get so confused
i knew if i asked him
he would definitely refuse
i wonder if i hadn't told him
none of this would be
all i want from him
is to open his eyes and see
he will never leave her
he loves her
i'm burning inside
i always suffer
i hope he knows
how i feel
my love for him
is so damn real
"2 Ajnabi dost"
tujhe Bhoola DiyA
In my dreams my silent screams
They set me free and let me be
I sing myself lullaby's with lonely crys
Going Thur changes that only I see
...Please let me go my way let me stay
I give my love while you turn away
Theres nothing to do but think of you
I spend my day alone this way
Tomorrows dreams I'm alone it seems
Changes I see there not from me
I see my souls not free
Where did you go your love I don't know
"2 Ajnabi dost"
LovE;s PAin
From the moment I met you,
I knew it was true,
Because I couldn’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
...I couldn't believe it,
Something so wrong I knew,
Because I wouldn't stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
Now that I know your feelings,
That you feel the same way too,
Now I can’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
This feeling’s so wonderful,
Like a dream come true,
I refuse to stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.
"2 Ajnabi dost"
bLaCk LiStEd
